One Moment of Your Time

Why are you so superficial so shallow, I do not know

You wear your feelings on your shoulder and when the wind blows they also flow

I cannot seem to penetrate your deepest thoughts, not even your heart

Because of the relationships in your passed, your all torn apart

But if you could just give me a minute of your time , sit back and unwined

I cannot promise you that I can erase the pain, but maybe I can make you smile again

 

~Brandy L. Hayes

Reflection

Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
And the problems I’ve been dealt.
She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.
Not once did she interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
And promised she’d stay long
I reached out to this friend
To show her that i care
To pull her close and let her know
How much I need her there
I went to hold her hand
To pull her a bit nearer
And realized that this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror.

Janet as Blackglama Legend 2011

Ministry

This is the most beautiful picture....pure ministry

Out of the mouth of babes and infants, you have established strength because of your foes, to still the enemy and the avenger.
(Psalms 8:2 ESV)

Freedom

FREEDOM....

Webster defines it as "the absence of necessity, coercion, or constraint in choice or action"

How do you know when you've reached the point of liberty and peace? Everything that I'm not in the point of life...shackled, chained as a thief with a cutting knife to my throat...inching and scoping out my every move and sound.... coercion - daring me to try to maneuver to my liberty but yet boxing myself into another hiding web of constraints and responsibilities.

How can i comprehend and say the words "balance" and "space".  Daily obligations of roles and duties that even Obama can relate that... sometimes to much is to much for one to handle...is it that must of a scandal if I want to break free and re-claim me?

Oh, so suddenly I'm a bastard child with immoral spiritual insecurities?  Come man, give me a break and hear me for once, just once and help me break free.  I need this, I need you to stop the mockery of political regiment of pews.  Absentee of necessity dependability in a lackadaisical state, not because you can't handle, but because you choose not to battle.

...release me, support me, love me so I can go.....be human be FREE.




~JayAtYourBest

That Song

Frustrated, missing a good song,
I'm longing for it, the one with the right tempo and instrumentals that that penetrates my heart with its meiotic tones and harmonies...the one that grove your soul into a silent cry with no tears but yet silent growns deaf to the ears.

Everyone sounds the same and collabs in return creating a universal melody not bright to my concern, who wants a remake from the past day - yet to fail to the original flavor and dun bail sales.

I want to feel innocent hip-hop again...that kept it the pure house party, the  easy kind bouncing kid n play - leaving all care behind.

So, Why is it so hard to find you melody? There is no chorus or vamp that can substitute your core. Digital only gives me seconds of a snippet but I need the total download play....

Must I wait til Release Tuesday?

JANET "WORLD TOUR"!!!!!

Okay....so you can tell by the "CAPS" that I'm super excited about this up-coming event...Janet Damita Jo Jackson right here in DFW'b.....YES!!

I'm going to spend everylast penny of my check to see this chick front row and center ;-)